So, I know it’s been quite some time since I’ve last posted. I’m terrible at keeping up with blogs, planners, journals, and all of that fluffy stuff. I just feel as though I don’t have anything exciting enough to blog about! However, that’ll change because I’m going to make a plan. I can be organized when I want to be – even if I procrastinate endlessly, ahah.
This plan involves posting more on this blog – but it’s more about me. I need to find myself. I need to find who I want to be, where I want to be, and what I want to do with myself. I’m going to figure this shit out, because it needs to be done. I’m now twenty-two, still trying for babies, and recently unemployed (by choice). This is my time where I can delve a bit deeper into my hopes and dreams (besides becoming a mother)!
Despite the deep dark areas of my own mind and life, my household has been going through some changes!
For starters, the wifey has a new job! It’s not totally what she expected, but it’s something different for her and I’m so proud of how she’s pushing herself. I’m hoping this helps her figure out what she wants to do with her life, career-wise. We both really want babies and all she wants is to be able to support our family through everything. She’s looking forward to me being a stay-at-home mom and she’s the most supportive person I know. She was the one pushing for me to quit my job because of how unhappy it was making me. She doesn’t care about the financial issues that entails because she just wants me to find my happiness. And without her, I wouldn’t be able to have the ability to figure myself out. Thank you, sweetheart, for always being in my corner. ♥
Secondly, last fall, we had the wifey’s brother move in with us. He’s currently in high school and looking for a part-time job. It’s been harder for alone time but it’s been nice to have someone else to include in our little family besides our kitties and our fish (plus, I can load all the extra chores on him)! Even though he’s a bottomless pit, it’s nice to have a brother around – especially where I grew up as an only child. Plus side of marrying a woman with three brothers and one sister!
And lastly, our previous attempt at conceiving was unsuccessful. However, we only tried one month due to our donor not living in the same state as we do. So, this month, we try again. I’m trying not to dwell on the negatives, so let’s just focus on the positive. Fingers crossed!